As the title suggests, i am going to throw light on my journey in Zira (though it is not ended yet). I got transferred to Zira 23.8.2013, it's been 5 months besides a 20 day stint back in bathinda. Opposite to the meaning to its name, my journey has been dull and tasteless so far. This period has been the worst period of my life. Every day i start my day praying to God to transfer me back to Bathinda.
Though i have got full support from my seniors and juniors at Zira but still my heart is in bathinda. I have tried my level best to get over bathinda but i failed miserably. I have been trying to keep my cool by staying at bathinda only and managing 100km of up down daily in these winters. I had decided to shift my base to Zira but then i just could not help myself. The only person who kept me going is lovely who supported me in every way he could.
Whenever i travel some temple or some religious place, only thing i pray for transfer. Still deep in my heart i feel that i would definitely get transferred back to bathinda. I want this journey to end as soon as possible because these days i am losing it and finding it difficult to compromise. My professional and personal life have suffered a lot already. personally , i spend most of my day time in travelling which is useless. Professionally, I cannot give my hundred percent in the work.
I have tried may ways to get transferred i.e. approaching politicians, department's head but in vain. I feel helpless as i cannot work where i want to. They are not letting me to perform. But probably that's the another aspect of a government job. I will have to live with the fact that i m in government job in which everything depends on their decisions not mine. Sooner or later, i will have to shift to Zira provided my prayers remains unheard.
Regards
Parul Goyal
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